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this should be your reading list
kerry white :: pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
Need a good list of books to get together and read this summer? Here's a start...
Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis (the Narnia guy)
Christian Atheist by Craig Groeschel (the lifechurch.tv guy)
Crazy Love by Francis Chan (read this one tied to a chair)
Deep Church by Jim Belcher (read this one with a dictionary)
The Dream Giver by Bruce Wilkinson (read this one with a group)
Breakout Churches by Thom Rainier (read this one and prepare to be shocked)
monday, april 26, 2010 :: 9:14 p.m.
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missional scapegoats
kerry white :: pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
I've been working my way through 1 John in preparation for a message series that, frankly, may never come to fruition. Because I've been taught (and rightly so) that any teacher must first believe and internalize what he will teach, it may take months if not years for me to absorb the left hook this letter from the apostle John dishes out.
I have noticed throughout my life as a Christian, surrounded by Christians, and learning to speak Christian lingo that the idea of love is pretty high up on our list of important things. And why not? After all, this same apostle John who devised the ultimate litmus test for a follower of Christ in his first epistle also gave us so pretty simply clues for figuring out who Jesus is. For example, "Anyone who does not love does not know God, for God is love" (4:8 ESV).
But love as a theme or aspiration tends to stir our conversation and little else. Talk of love in many congregations turns into little more than lip service without a missional heart rooted in Christ to move us forward. Missional love is rooted, strangely enough, in death. According to God's holiness, someone's life had to be exchanged for ours (props to John Calvin for succinctly labeling this "the Great Exchange"). Perfect for imperfect. Sinless for sinful. So, "For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God" (2 Cor. 5:21). In other words, when Jesus talks of love it isn't mere lip-service, but rather a passion that drove him devotedly to his death. And according to our acceptance of Christ and the new covenant he represents, our lives should model his a living sacrifice (Romans 12:1).
The punch in the gut comes in realizing how much we as a church leave to be desired. There are countless ways we have taken good causes and made them our missional scapegoats. Recycling, volunteerism, community involvement, and even the Cooperative Program has been abused by some to become little more than our missional lawnboy.
There is no substitute for our own dirty work. If we call ourselves Christians, then the love of God should manifest itself in us in the same ways it was manifested in Christ. Why? Because missional love is a direct characteristic of the nature of God. It's not an optional feature like four-wheel drive or a sunroof. These missional, Christlike acts of love should be standard features in the life of anyone who dares to call himself a follower of Jesus (1 John 3:16).
thursday, march 11, 2010 :: 3:45 p.m.
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2 corinthians // the right letter at the right time
kerry white :: pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
Paul's Second Letter to the Church in Corinth
5:1-10
It’s funny how three months can change your perspective on things. The last time I contributed to our blog, I assumed that I could coast along and expect my philosophy of ministry to be roundly accepted by everyone within the sound of my voice.
Then I had an epiphany: I’m not Jesus.
One very crucial ingredient of pastoral work—developing trust—had been left on the shelf. Either I didn’t think it was necessary or that it would just eventually show up without me having to change much about myself. But therein lays the definition of insanity: doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.
So I started listening to those around me. I started doing some of the things they suggested. Lo and behold, everything started to change. My pastoral ministry took on a different feel and that affected my pulpit ministry. As a result, my pulpit ministry has begun to plant the seeds of a contextualized gospel, one that will allow us look, act, and feel different from other churches around us. Why is that so important, you might ask? Because as someone much wiser than I has clearly stated, our part of the world doesn’t need another church; it needs a place where people can experience God and connect to each other.
We’ve spent two and a half months walking through First Peter, and has it ever been amazing! By the time we reached chapter five you could see the facial expressions among our Sunday night crowd begin to say, “This all makes sense…this is what a healthy church should look like…can we do that?”
Needless to say, I’m ecstatic about our potential. If you haven’t been around on Sunday nights let me reiterate a point for the sake of repetition and clarification: we will never do anything as a church that the church isn’t willing to do. Why not? Because me as a pastor or your deacons as fellow leaders making the church do something isn’t going to mean anything to anyone. It’s why God doesn’t make us love him or trust him. It would be like living in a country run by a bloodthirsty dictator: you have to follow him because he’ll make your life miserable if you don’t.
The church is not a dictatorship, but nor is it a democracy. We employ democratic methods to get things done, but ultimately the church is a theocracy, supervised and operated under the authority and jurisdiction of Jesus Christ. Knowing that helps me sleep much better at night.
Anyway, here we go with the next segment of Second Corinthians…
We’ve been talking a lot about freedom in the local church and freedom to apply the gospel to a given culture to reach a given group within that culture (ideally the lost within that culture). When we get to chapter five Paul goes into a lengthy metaphor on the body as a temporary dwelling place, and all signs point to the idea that Paul is describing has to do with the contrast between being alive on earth (and in the body, as he would say) and in heaven with Jesus. While Paul is obviously talking about our mortal bodies in this passage, I believe there’s something more to what he’s saying just below the surface.
This is the same Paul who has articulately described the function of the church (the body of Christ) in his first letter to Corinth. And he’s just been talking about the freedom given to the church in its quest to spread the gospel. At the end of chapter four he speaks again to the church: “We are hard-pressed…we always carry around in our body the death of Jesus…” It’s for this reason that I think Paul is also describing the function of the church in the first half of chapter five. “Now we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal house in heaven, not built by human hands” (5:1). This seems like a direct appeal to the Corinthian church to remember that the body of Christ is truly at home not on earth, but in the presence of Jesus himself. Not only that, but it is a reminder of Jesus’ own words in Matthew 16:18 that he will build his church, not us.
“Meanwhile,” Paul says, “we groan, longing to be clothed with our heavenly dwelling, because when we are clothed, we will not found naked.” Think back to Genesis 3 and the fall of Adam and Eve. One of the first things they did upon discovering their nakedness and feeling the subsequent shame was to make clothes of their own, which God later deems insufficient when he personally makes new clothes to replace their fig leaf outfits. As churches we so often “groan”, seeking constantly for new ways and fresh approaches to reach the lost and connect the disconnected. We try our best to find the programs or steps that will make it easy for people to see the church as the place in which they can find Jesus but also people whose lives have been changed by Jesus. And in spite of our best efforts, we will never be able to truly reveal the awesome, beautiful nature of God in its fullness. That is reserved for the day in which we see him face to face, in all his glory.
“Therefore, we are always confident and know that as long as we are at home in the body we are away from the Lord” (5:6). However, Paul continues, “We make it our goal to please him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it.” How often do you think churches honestly evaluate what they do in light of 5:9? Does what take place from 11 a.m. to noon on Sundays (and more importantly, Monday through Saturday) do more to please God than it does to make us feel comfortable?
Somehow, the church has become synonymous with the one place you can run to if you want to get away from change. How did it ever get to that point? The church I see described in a letter like First Peter doesn’t have the luxury of calling it quits on change because if they do, they die…literally. The people that Peter did his best to pastor lived with the daily reality that execution for following Christ could be right around the corner, and ensuring the survival of the church meant figuring out what it would take to get the gospel into the next neighborhood, village, town, city, and province. To do that, they had to be creative. They met in abandoned pagan temples. They met in houses. They circulated letters from apostles. They asked the hard questions and made the hard decisions. Sadly for many churches today, hard questions usually involve what color the carpet is going to be and hard decisions pertain to things like giving the pastor a Christmas bonus (the answer to which is always yes, by the way).
Does your church have anything in common with Peter’s church? Does it have anything in common with Paul’s? Could your church take Second Corinthians or First Peter and honestly apply it, or would it read like a catch-up letter from a relative you want nothing to do with?
The good news is that our struggles and tough questions are all leading us to the same place: “an eternal house in heaven”. And living as a church that seeks to please God rather than a group of people who get together a couple of times a week to sing some songs and swap stories is the kind of living that put us in good company when we “appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that each one may receive what is due him for the things done while in the body, whether good or bad” (5:10).
wednesday, july 1, 2009 :: 11:14 a.m.
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2 corinthians // the right letter at the right time
kerry white :: lead pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
Paul's Second Letter to the Church in Corinth
4:1-18
It’s Thursday, which means I’m poring over background information and historical analysis of the Scripture I’ll be preaching from this Sunday. Thursday has quickly become my favorite day of the week because the entire day is dedicated to one of the things I enjoy most in life: studying the Bible.
I’m sitting here at the breakfast table looking out my kitchen window and suddenly I notice that it starts to hail. Little pea-sized pellets of hail. I don’t understand why, but hail is incredibly fascinating to me. Maybe it’s because it’s ice falling out of the sky in 65-degree weather. Or maybe because it’s impossible to predict and it’s for that reason that your auto insurance agent can sell you the most unimaginable coverage available. Or maybe it’s because it makes me realize I should’ve been an insurance agent.
Anyway, when we left Paul in the third chapter of Second Corinthians in the last blog post (apologetically, three weeks ago) we found him dealing with the issue of freedom and its role in the local church. Not only was he preaching the profound necessity and reality of freedom in a New Testament church, but he was also educating people on the effects that freedom would have if it were exercised in accordance with the guidance of the Holy Spirit. Living a life of freedom in the church would in turn produce sanctification as those living freely sought to engage the surrounding culture and redeem it (and its people) with the transforming power of the gospel.
Sadly, as Paul found out—and as we continue to discover in the church today—living a life of freedom is not that easy, particularly when there are those who feel that “freedom” is a synonym for “worldliness”. But even in the face of such disagreement—which is fine, according to appeal for overall unity by Paul in Ephesians 4—he manages to be confident. “Having this ministry by the mercy of God, we do not lose heart,” Paul says (4:1 ESV). “But,” he continues, “we have renounced disgraceful, underhanded ways. We refused to practice cunning or to tamper with God’s word, but by the open statement of truth we would commend ourselves to everyone’s conscience in the sight of God” (4:2). What I like about this statement is that it combines the act of giving comfort and encouragement to those trying to live according to freedom with the firm hand of a pastor seeking to put to rest the grumbling and bickering of those who don’t yet understand what this “freedom” is supposed to mean for them. He doesn’t command everyone to get on the same page; he simply illustrates the proper way to live according to freedom and then throws the qualities of a life lived outside this freedom into a couple of catch-all junk drawers (“disgraceful, underhanded ways”…cunning…tampering with the word).
What it basically came down to was the approach to Scripture that you brought to the table. The same issue is alive and well today in any church you might visit. Living with the freedom of the Spirit (3:17) in mind means understanding that the New Testament purposefully leaves some things up for debate. For example, you have the mention of elders guiding a local church but there is no mention of their structure or the exact process by which they are chosen. Why is this? Because God—in His influencing of the writers—knew that issues like that would need to be interpreted according to the culture in which a church was located. The same thing goes for music. We don’t find a list of acceptable worship styles, songs, or methods because what works in one place doesn’t necessarily work in another. Organs and choirs probably don’t fit too well in an urban, Generation X context or in a house church in the jungles of Indonesia. Likewise, a band like Skillet would be run out of town if they tried to hold a concert in the church my wife was raised in. But that’s fine…because that’s what freedom is for.
Paul goes on to give one of the most powerful illustrations in the entire canon of Scripture. “We have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us” (4:7). This freedom is precious and holy because it is available due to the indwelling of the Holy Spirit in individual believers and in their corporate gathering as the church. That freedom is to be a vehicle by which we worship and praise God, not something that we lift up as the product of our own attitudes or personalities. We are “always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies” (4:10). Because we recognize the uncontrollable nature of the Holy Spirit and the freedom it provides in ministry, we in turn recognize our temporal status as ministers in the church. By acknowledging our weakness and the lack of any ability to manipulate the work of the Holy Spirit, all praise flows to Jesus Christ who is, after all, the one building the church (4:11).
And whether or not we ever fully grasp the concept of this freedom is not the issue. While Christ longs for us to experience His fullness and the liberation He offers through a life lived according to grace, whether or not we experience that doesn’t change the ultimate reality of an eternity lived in the presence of Christ. “Since we have the same spirit of faith according to what has been written…the Lord Jesus will raise us also with Jesus and bring us with you into his presence” (4:13-14). The Holy Spirit makes this freedom to minister according to context both available and known to us all as believers. However—as Paul illustrated in the previous chapter—our sanctification progresses according to the responsibility we accept for spreading the gospel. And because we are called to make disciples of all nations, we are—at some point—going to be faced with the choice of taking the gospel to new people in unfamiliar cultures and contexts. The choice we then make—will we try to discern what freedom means and how to use it or will we stick with what’s comfortable?—has bearing on both our own Christian experience and the effect of the gospel on the lives of the lost. So even if the prospect of discovering the role of the Holy Spirit in the guidance of your life as a follower of Christ scares you to death, you must still—if you truly are a believer and a follower—face the choice at some point. Ignoring it in the hopes that the opportunity goes away is no good either, as that is nothing more than the admission that we’ve seen reality and want nothing to do with it. But accepting the challenge in the hopes that the Holy Spirit will be there at your beckon call is the sin of the other extreme. Finding the balance of freedom in your culture, context, and community is the Rubik’s cube of Christianity.
“So we do not lose heart,” Paul says. “Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day” (4:16-17). I never knew the truth of these words until recently. Pastoring a church is tough business. Figuring out how the freedom of the Spirit works in our context is an issue we have yet to fully address. But even figuring that out is often a secondary issue. Things like music styles, bulletin font, and the location of the pulpit continue to be matters of great concern. And it’s not that these concerns are unimportant, but they are unimportant in comparison to concerns like a baptism rate that doesn’t trend with population growth or teenagers leaving the church in droves after graduation from high school. What’s funny is that it’s these types of battles I find myself losing on a consistent basis, yet I wake up each morning more energized than the day before. Prayer has gone from being an essential to a necessity. I find myself praying when I walk between buildings at our church or when I’m hanging a picture in my daughter’s bedroom. Putting everything in perspective definitely helps. “We look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen” (4:16). Viewing the battles of a pastor through this lens helps me remember that the church wasn’t built in a day, and we certainly aren’t going to sort out all its various issues in a day either. But the hope is still there. Every Sunday I eat breakfast with my Sunday School class hoping that someone new is in the room. I shake hands hoping I’ll meet someone who hasn’t been to our church before and that they’ll want to come back next week. And I preach hoping that someone begins to feel the work of the Holy Spirit in his or her life.
That’s all any of us can do. We just do what we can and pray that Christ can find some use in what we contribute. And living a life where the burden to build the church rests not on us but in Christ is the most liberating freedom there is.
thursday, march 26, 2009 :: 4:14 p.m.
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like to study the bible? give this bad boy a shot
kerry white :: lead pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
I feel as though I can't get back to studying Second Corinthians without giving some information on how I'll be studying it from this point on.
My church was kind enough to buy me a new ESV Study Bible, and it finally came in the other day after being backordered for almost a month. And let me just say: this thing is incredible. You can check out a sample of the nearly 3,000-page translation at www.christianbook.com.
I've had my new ESV for about 48 hours now and I cannot keep my nose out of it. Each book comes with a detailed background on the history, context, and structure of the writing and there are countless articles in the appendices that address everything from Christian ethics to Reformed theology.
As far as the translation is concerned, I was a little worried that it wouldn't be as readable as my old reliable NIV but I have been pleasantly surprised that this is actually the most readable formal equivalency translation I've ever read (formal equivalency = word-for-word translation; dynamic equivalency = thought-for-though translation, such as the NIV or NLT).
Anyway, good stuff...I would recommend this Bible to anyone who loves studying Scripture.
thursday, march 12, 2009 :: 9:49 p.m.
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2 corinthians // the right letter at the right time
kerry white :: lead pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
Paul's Second Letter to the Church in Corinth
3:1-18
I'm sitting here reading one of my favorite ministry blogs (www.mondaymorninginsight.com), and I'm looking at something very disturbing. By the year 2050, says this article, only 10 percent of Americans will be in a church somewhere on any given Sunday. Now 2050 may seem like a time when DeLoreans fly and Soylent Green is the snack of choice, but that’s just forty years away. For those of you dreading next year because you were born in 1970, you now can grasp the immediacy of the problem.
If I haven’t mentioned it either in this blog somewhere or in conversation with you at some point, I have a somewhat jaded view of the American church. I am what the American Protestant church would proudly hold up as a product: I attend church, I give to the church, I even pastor a church. Based on that, the church has done a pretty good job with me, hasn’t it?
In the words of Lee Corso, “Not so fast, my friend.”
In the third chapter of Second Corinthians, we find Paul combating pride and self-righteousness in the church. And in an answer to his critics who want him to produce some proof that his ministry has been fruitful, he says, in a nutshell, “Don’t look at the numbers…look at the changed lives.”
For a very long time now the American church has been boasting of its numbers. The Southern Baptist Convention, for instance, has somewhere in the neighborhood of 17 million people on the membership rolls of its local churches, making it the largest Christian denomination the country. The flipside of that lofty statistic is that there are only around 7 million people in SBC churches on any given Sunday.
But to repeat Paul, let’s not look at the numbers. Let’s look at the changed lives.
Where are they?
This is the big struggle for the 21st century church, in my opinion. The gospel doesn’t hold up numbers to prove its case; it points to the changed lives it has produced. Take Paul himself, for example. A veritable serial killer of Christians ends up changed by Jesus Christ to become the movement’s staunchest advocate. He even dies for the cause. That’s what the church is missing: people who are willing to die for the cause.
Of course, I don’t mean for us to go throwing ourselves into traffic for the sake of the gospel. But it would probably help if we started throwing ourselves into our cultures and communities in ways that people haven’t seen before. Jesus’ call to take up our cross and follow Him isn’t some clever, pithy quote to go on a cross-stitch made by grandma to hang in the bathroom. It’s serious business.
What we have in many cases, though, is the same problem Paul describes in chapter three, verses seven through eighteen. There was a sway of the Christian movement back to adherence to Jewish Law, which Jesus had clearly stated that He had come to fulfill. But because the Law was easier to understand—and didn’t require someone to think—it became the failsafe. Christians who couldn’t deal with the constant change happening in the New Testament Church went back to what they knew, which was the Law.
The only problem, Paul says, is that there is no life in the Law. “For what was glorious has no glory now in comparison with the surpassing glory” (3:10). In other words, once you’ve seen the Grand Canyon in person, pictures don’t do it justice any more. The gospel is a diamond; the Law is cubic zirconium. The gospel is the New England Patriots; the Law is the Detroit Lions. (I think you get the point by now.)
Yet even with those comparisons, many churches have become lifeless outposts, like abandoned stops on a forgotten stagecoach route. Our minds “are made dull” (3:14) because instead of thinking about what it’s going to take to continue changing lives, we tend to retreat into the past because the past is where the success is. It’s one end of a dangerous spectrum of worldliness that, as Mark Driscoll describes, puts us in a position where we convince ourselves that only by going back to 1950 or forward to 2020 are we going to see any fruit come of our labor. But the harsh reality is that it isn’t 1950 and it isn’t 2020. It’s 2009, and the question we have to ask ourselves is the same question Paul was asking himself in the 50s (the original 50s): what does it take to reach people here and now?
The great thing about trying to figure this out is the great freedom we have in Christ to do this. “Now the Lord is Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom” (3:17). But exercising this freedom is frightening and threatening sometimes. It’s frightening because there’s no guarantee what we try will work and it’s threatening because it often means abandoning some of the programs and ideas of the past. However, when we approach the gospel with the faith and hope that it really can change lives, we should be changed ourselves. To deny the reality that the gospel both requires and produces change is to deny that it ever changed us at all.
When we reflect the glory of the gospel—in its present reality in our community and not in its past accomplishments according to our numbers—we experience the miracle of sanctification in our own lives (3:18). We are “transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory” and therefore become the agent the Holy Spirit uses to spread the gospel, which is what we were created and called to do in the first place.
So I can claim to be a great product of the church and the church can claim to have produced a faithful product in me, but do the claims match the realities? Has my changed life produced change in others by virtue of me living out the gospel? When we can answer these questions honestly we’ll begin to solve the problem of why so many teenagers and young people scatter from the church like a burning building the minute they graduate from high school. Are we really creating churches where the gospel is alive and well and not just something you read about in a quarterly on Sunday mornings? Do these young people view the gospel as something life-changing or is it just a decision we made when we were kids?
If they don’t see constant change in the lives of their friends, why should they hang around after adolescence? But more importantly, if they don’t see constant change in the lives of those who are leading churches, why should they believe the gospel has any power at all?
See, we don’t hold just the future of the church in the palm of our hands but we hold the Resurrection itself. A refusal to adapt to what it takes to reach the lost, change lives, and change our communities is the near equivalent of stripping the Resurrection of Christ down to nothing more than a footnote in history. “If Christ has not been raised,” Paul says, “your faith is futile” (1 Corinthians 15:17).
But take heart. Pray continually. Be joyful. Hold on to the good. And when we stand before God at the end of this life, let us not be able to say that we didn’t reach our kids, grandkids, and great-grandkids and all of their friends because we were afraid. Fear has been conquered. “And having disarmed the powers and authorities, he made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by the cross” (Colossians 2:15).
tuesday, march 3, 2009 :: 2:20 p.m.
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2 corinthians // the right letter at the right time
kerry white :: lead pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
Paul's Second Letter to the Church in Corinth
2:12-17
I have my moments where I'm very bold and courageous. I can say exactly what I'm thinking without fear of the consequences. I can--as I usually shy away from--call a spade a spade and give an honest answer to any question, no matter how dangerous or loaded the question might be (does this make me look fat?).
But then daydreaming time is over, and it's back to reality.
The apostle Paul is one of just a handful of my heroes (my grandfather and Gerald Ford would be others...why Gerald Ford? Because he embodies my secret ambition in life: to become president of the United States without having to go through the fuss of an election). Here is a guy who spent a good part of his adult life making life tough for the church. In one sense, he made it tough because he, well, um...killed church members. I think it's safe to say that killing Christians is a pretty good deterrent to being involved in your local church. But after having the proverbial Road-To-Damascus moment, he repented of his wickedness and spent the rest of his life following Jesus...and continuing to make things tough for the church.
Paul took all the knowledge and experienced he had acquired as a devout teacher of Jewish law and combined it with the most eloquent definition of and steadfast adherence to the concept of grace. He knew he wasn't good enough to get into heaven, so he didn't even try to pretend he was. And he knew wasn't qualified to lead this new movement of Christianity, so he just did what Paul did best: he talked. And when he talked, he was always raising the bar, refusing to be satisfied with mediocrity, especially from those who claimed to be following the Almighty Creator of the Universe. Even in what seemed like a moment of frailty--like admitting fault--he was challenging the church to accept grace in all areas of life and embrace frailty. Without it, we find ourselves unable to come to Christ. And so for the early Church--still battling the legalistic pull to incorporate the Law with an understanding of grace-- Paul kept you on your toes. Accept grace, but live differently. You're a new creature, but the old one may come out of hiding.
In verse 12 of the second chapter of Second Corinthians, he recounts a time in which he went to Troas, an outpost on the eastern shore of the Aegean Sea. He was following his calling to preach, and this was an instance in which God had clearly provided the opportunity ("the Lord had opened a door for me"). But he didn't feel right about it, mostly because his good friend and protege, Titus, was nowhere to be found. So what did Paul do? He left. Just like that.
See, Titus was someone who would let Paul be Paul. Paul would walk into town, lay down the law, and then sit back to watch the fight. In fact, the apostle Timothy was able to make a career out of cleaning up Paul's messes. But Titus was the Lloyd to Paul's Harry (generation X movie reference): ever the bright-eyed optimist who could convince you that everything was going to be all right. In fact, when Paul caused a stink with the elders in Jerusalem by preaching a gospel that was free of adherence to the Law, it was the example of his traveling companion Titus that convinced the elders that Paul knew what he was talking about. So it makes sense that upon entering a new place to preach the gospel, Paul would be uncomfortable taking on the job without his right-hand guy. And he has no problem telling us that. Today, even the wisest pastors would probably advise Paul in this situation to just stick with it...God brought you to Troas...you just need to have faith. To which Paul would probably say, "Faith I have. Titus, I don't. See you later."
But even in the midst of what must have been an awkward situation--imagine a pastor throwing in the towel after two weeks on the job--Paul still manages to not just give thanks to God, but to do it in a way that conjures up this timely image of battlefield victory. "But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumphal procession in Christ..." (2:14a). This isn't the only time Paul uses a military analogy to illustrate his point. In 1 Thessalonians 4:13-18, Paul uses the same imagery to describe the return of Christ (e-mail me on this one...pretty awesome history/theology in 1 Thessalonians). To first-century villagers, the image of a conquering military general was all-too familiar, especially in the Roman Empire. When an army would win a battle, they would parade through the town with the general leading a procession of defeated and humiliated captives. So when Paul uses this metaphor for Christ conquering sin and evil, not only does it become easier to give thanks to God in the wake of a difficult experience, but it's easier for those going through much more difficult times to know that, in the grand scheme of things, Christ is leading us in victory.
Of course, Paul doesn't stop there. "And through us [God] spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowlege of Him. Fow we are to God the aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and those who are perishing. To the one we are the smell of death; to the other, the fragrance of life. And who is equal to such a task?" (2:14b-16). In 21st-century, commercial-saturated terms: life is one big gym locker, and Christians are the Febreze. In the stink and rottenness that grows exponentially by the day, Christians are the preservative (Matthew 5:13). By our sacrifice of laying ourselves aside (Romans 12:1-3), God experiences the worship from His New Testament Church the same way He experienced it from His Old Testament Church: as the pleasing aroma of a true and holy sacrifice.
And because of this, Paul goes on to say, we don't "peddle" the gospel. For all the Elmer Gantrys of the world, there's a Paul and a Titus. Deed matches thought, and thought should match the character of God. It dawned on me the other day that if I could just allow myself to believe that I enjoy pastoring and teaching and leading because I love Christ, the guilty notion of being a peddler of spirituality would fade away. But I think all pastors deal with this; at least it seems like they would. Because we're asked to weekly craft the Scriptures into something meaningful and relevant, the thought of being an entertainer or performer creeps in rather easily. Then I look at Paul's original meaning of "peddler" and the idea he was trying to convey. "Peddler" can also be translated as "retailer of wine". (Note: What follows is not intended to serve as a theological discourse on alcohol in the Bible. If you want to intelligently discuss this matter, my e-mail always works and my stomach could always use a meal.) In other words, the goal of anyone preaching or teaching the Word shouldn't be to get people so emotionally drunk that they'll follow your every beckon call, like some neo-Protestant version of Jim Jones. The goal should be to present the gospel as it is: a call to repentance and an acceptance of God's grace. Once we take that step, then Second Corinthians 2:14-17 works almost in reverse. As the gospel is presented, people take action, and then they become part of the procession of Christ, spreading the aroma of worship for the enjoyment of God.
As I said before, there are moments when I'm bold and courageous. You probably have your moments, too. But instead of those being daydream moments, why don't we walk in the confidence that we're being led in triumph by Jesus Christ? Sure, we might go left when we should've gone right, but at least we can take comfort in Paul's words and admit when we should've gone the other way, yet still rejoice in the fact that even our trying to do the right thing is pleasing to God.
There's so much ahead for First Baptist Church. And a lot of it will be things we try. Some things might work, and others might not. But the One leading us has already won the war. Who would've thought that losing a battle could actually be an act of worship?
tuesday, february 17, 2009 :: 2:18 p.m.
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2 corinthians // the right letter at the right time
kerry white :: lead pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
Paul's Second Letter to the Church in Corinth
1:12-2:4
I have been obsessed with the concept of grace lately. In bringing this up, I'm not trying to pick a fight on differing theological viewpoints--resistible grace, irresistible grace, efficacious grace, or whatever--because I think the most basic understanding of grace (the fact that is free and cannot be earned) is the one that I tend to roll with. God gave me grace in the person and work of Jesus, and then the burden of responsibility was upon me to choose whether or not to accept it. What took place when I chose to accept Christ is a matter of debate depending upon the ones you run with. In the words of Mark Driscoll: if you're an Arminian, that's when I chose to accept Christ; if you're a Calvinist, that's when I saved by God. Frankly, I don't have the time or the energy to dissect grace to the point that it loses its meaning. That's not saying to that those who debate the facets of grace do that; I'm just saying I don't want to get in that far because I don't want to forget where grace has taken me.
But in our discussions of grace--and there will be more to come at First Baptist Church--it's crucial to keep in mind that the grace that has led us to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ (1 Timothy 2:4) is the same grace that gives us the freedom to adapt how we function as the church in order to evangelize and disciple the lost. "Our conscience testifies," Paul says in 2 Corinthians 1:12, "that we have conducted ourselves in the world, and especially in our relations with you, in the holiness and sincereity that are from God. We have done so not according to wordly wisdom but according to God's grace." Paul and his fellow apostles had taught the church that grace wasn't just something to sit back and admire; it was to be applied to every aspect of life. Only by applying grace could they truly see the gospel at work, which is why he would expound upon the concept even further in chapter three. With grace comes freedom, and the apostles used the new-found freedom at their disposal to launch not just churches, but movements of people whose lives were transformed by the grace that liberated them from the shackles of sin, legalism, and religion.
What is most impressive about Paul and his leadership--and the way in which it transferred over to the people he was leading (the walking definition of making disciples)--was that it is incredibly authentic. Not only does he offer up details of a plan to visit them that failed, but he also gives emotional insight into what he had been experiencing since the time he first planted the church. "For I wrote to you out of great distress and anguish of heart and with many tears, not to grieve you but to let you know the depth of my love for you."
How often do those of us who are leaders in the church get terrifyingly honest with those we lead? How often do we talk about our frustrations in the same breath that we talk about the things that are going right? When was the last time that nothing was going right that we actually stood in front of people and said, "Nothing's going right"?
I know, I know...we're not supposed to do that. We're supposed to give the appearance that everything's OK, even when it's not. The only problem I have with that is the fact that it's lying. And people can see through it. People can see through both the lie and the liar telling the lie. At least they can if they've been properly taught to do so.
That's what I love about Paul. Anything he prescribed would be backed up by descriptions of the ways in which he had lived it or was living it himself. He was also brutally honest with those he led, in part I think because he had seen first-hand the facade that could be constructed by religious leaders. In living his own life dripping with openness and transparency, Paul laid the foundation for us to do the same. In doing so, leadership shifts from noun to verb as we build relationships with those we lead by way of our authenticity. Our friendships suddenly take on the task of discipleship and, if we're doing things right, those we influence begin to influence others. As a result, evangelism and discipleship no longer are mutually exclusive, and best of all, they happen naturally. They begin to pour forth from a life in which grace is applied (not just talked about) and freedom in Christ is experienced (and not some pie-in-the-sky fantasy).
So let's stop just talking about grace. Let's apply it to our lives and what we do as a church. And let's experience freedom in Christ and let others experience it as well, rather than just using it as memory verse material. Great things can happen, but it all starts, just like it did in John 1, with grace and truth.
saturday, february 7, 2009 :: 7:23 p.m.
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2 corinthians // the right letter at the right time
kerry white :: lead pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
If you weren't able to join us this last Sunday night, let me catch up you on where we are at First Baptist Church.
Sunday night was a very exciting night (for me, anyway). For the last eight weeks--ever since my family arrived in Gore--I have been wrestling with the question that brought me here: what now? It was the question that permeated my discussions with the pastor search team and wafted through the air as we discussed our fears and hopes those Sunday nights in December. And while these eight weeks seem as though they have flown by, it has at the same time felt like an eternity.
For me, it has seemed interminable because I'm itching to see God do something great--not because I'm here, but because He's God. It's His church: Jesus gave His life for her. For some of you, I'm sure it has seemed just as long because you're either excited about what's around the corner, or a little worried that things may never be the same again.
Before getting into a reading of this great letter together, I want to share my heart with you and my earnest desire for my time at First Baptit Church, however long it may be.
First, it is not my goal to see things change just for the sake of change. I want to see the lost reached with the transforming power of the gospel of Jesus Christ. Unfortunately, that is going to require change. It will require us to tip some sacred cows along the way, and many of those will be ones that will be put in place just in the next three to five years alone. It is not my desire to attack, discredit, or demean what has been done in the past. My desire is to evaluate, determine whether or not things work, and then improve or eliminate what isn't working.
As part of the body of Christ, we don't have the luxury of resting on our laurels (mainly because we have none to rest on if we truly give Jesus the glory and credit for His church). We also don't have the luxury of setting up house and then sitting back to enjoy it. The church might be the only organized body that is called to be exclusively focused on what takes place outside rather than inside. And I believe that has happened here before; otherwise, there wouldn't be fifty years of history to celebrate later this year.
But now comes the tought part. Now we have to be honest with ourselves, each other, and God in looking at our church. We have to ask tough questions and make tough decisions. We will mourn as often as we celebrate. We will cry as often as we laugh. But at the end of the day, it is my hope that we can come together and see our church for what it is and can be: a church that gives great joy to our heavenly Father.
Paul's Second Letter to the Church in Corinth
Chapter 1
Dan Rather never was my favorite news anchor. I'm on the verge of 30, so I don't have memories of Cronkite, Murrow, or the other broadcast news greats. To be honest, my money was on Peter Jennings. That guy could deliver the news. But Peter Jennings never had a signature sign-off. Dan Rather, on the other hand, tried one after taking the helm on the CBS Evening News, ending broadcasts with a simple word: courage. He stopped using it regularly after a while but then resurrected it for his final broadcast with CBS. I remember watching that last newscast he delivered, and it reminds me a little bit of the theme Paul lays out in the opening of Second Corinthians: comfort. It's like you can hear him whispering it as he thinks of the church he left behind in Corinth...comfort...comfort...comfort.
While I was reading through this letter last week, it's timeliness weighed upon me heavily. Comfort is something we need right now. We're about to systematically take apart what we do as a church and then try to put it back together, and that's a daunting and scary task. I know many of you may be nervous about the prospect of venturing out into the unknown, and I want you to know that I share your feelings. I've never been a pastor before, so I don't know how this plays out. All we can do, though, is be obedient to what God has called us to do and let Him take care of the "how".
In describing comfort, Paul tells us that God is the source of all comfort, comforting us in all trouble. But there's a catch: we are supposed to comfort others with what we have received from God. We are not to keep this to ourselves. The church is not a museum: come and see what God has done, but don't touch anything. Instead, we are to share the blessings of God, and in this case those blessings are the comfort we have of being secure in Jesus Christ. "If we are distressed," Paul says in verse six, "it is for your comfort and salvation..." In other words, the anxiety and uncertainty we experience as we begin walking down this uncharted path of renewal should translate into comfort knowing that what we are doing is seeking to save lives. Are you unsure of what you'll think of a change in music? Take comfort in knowing that it may result in people who don't currently know God being able to celebrate His love and worship Him to a tune familiar to them. Worried about people you don't know not having an appreciation for a church you helped build? Take comfort in knowing that, if you share your story and your life with them, they may care for this place better than us.
Paul even tells us that the hardships he suffered were far beyond what he could handle (1:8). But the lesson he learned--and the same lesson staring us in the face--is that God made it difficult so that Paul would rely only on Him. "He has delivered us from such a deadly peril," Paul says, "and he will deliver us."
I hope that you are as excited as I am about the possibilities that lie before us. But it would be naive of me to think that there is an absence of fear about where we're headed. If you have concerns, worries, or fears, I want you to know that I understand that because I share them with you. But rather than allowing those fears to cripple our faith, let us take comfort in that God has and will deliver us through this time and rely on Him to be faithful to bring His plan for First Baptist Church to fruition.
More later...
tuesday, february 3, 2009 :: 12:28 p.m.
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evidence of things not seen
kerry white :: lead pastor :: kerry@fbcgore.org
This has been--how shall I put it--an interesting week.
It is week seven of my time in Gore, and I have to confess I'm growing to love living here more and more each day. Monday was a day out of the office as we closed for Martin Luther King, Jr. Day. Tuesday I took another day off, this time in observance of my daughter's third birthday and also so I could park myself in front of the TV for six straight hours watching the inauguration festivities ad nauseum. It's on days like this that my nerd qualities come out in full force; I actually DVRed the inauguration ceremony.
I found myself shouting at the TV during the oath of office--not because I have something against the incoming president--but because the Chief Justice of the United States screwed up the oath. That's how big of a nerd I am: I caught the error as soon he misplaced the word "faithfully" in the oath. I immediately get on the phone to my dad (a high school history teacher) to rant about this historic moment being flubbed because the highest judge in the land decided to go "off script". Once I settled down, I listened to the inaugural address from President Obama and then promptly downloaded the transcript from the official White House website so I could critique it. After that, I grabbed some lunch and then settled back in front of the TV to watch the president and Congress have lunch (riveting, right?). Then it was on to the parade, the inaugural balls, and then the endless commentary on the day courtesy of the talking heads who, apparently, could find nothing better to talk about than the weather on such an historic day.
But watching the coverage (that stretched into the wee hours of the following morning), I was struck by one common theme: hope. Everybody that was interviewed in the crowd of some 1.5 million onlookers all had the same feelings of hope and promise that this new president represented to them. Now I'll go on record here and admit that I don't agree with every aspect of our new president's ideology. I will, however, also say that hope is the common thread that binds us together as followers of Jesus Christ, regardless of who sits in the Oval Office. I have seen this in my first few weeks in this new role of pastor. Coming from student ministry, I see students exhibiting hope but it often is hope directed at time that is just a few months away: a band competition, prom, or the end of the school year. Hope in those instances still brings excitement and anticipation, but it's also very temporal in nature. I always felt very fortunate that my students at Eastside were mature enough to see beyond the next big thing on the horizon and take in the big picture. They would look three or five years down the road to what they could do with a little bit of planning, a lot of prayer, and loads of hard work. One of my greatest regrets in my time as a student pastor is not getting to help them see some of those goals to fruition.
Here in Gore, though, I have found that same "big picture" anticipation and enthusiasm. The people of the First Baptist Church have been true to their words that got me interested in the first place: we're ready for change. Often times churches will say such things because it's the right thing to say or to lure a pastoral candidate through the doors, but here it has been completely genuine. I've done my best to roll out the big ecclesiological guns on Sunday and Wednesday nights only to find that my fellow Christ-followers are right behind me, handing me the ammunition. I'm finding that as I discover what it means to be a pastor, I'm also discovering--along with our church--what it means to be missional in purpose and incarnational in the way we live. It's such a fine line to walk between engaging a lost and dying world and having pity on a lost and dying world. What we've found is that engagement means setting aside our preferences for the sake of eternity and the advancement of the kingdom. In contrast, simply having pity involves not much change at all. In fact, it might be the route to change that produces the least amount of conformity to the likeness of Christ and the most tepid definition of change in itself.
But the hardest thing to do--indeed, the thing that is in direct conflict with our self-seving, individualistic nature--is to offer ourselves as holy sacrifices (Romans 12:2) in the hope of evidence of things not seen. We stake our eternities on the faithfulness of Jesus Christ to build His Church (Matthew 16:18) with no idea as to how He will go about accomplishing that. That's where hope comes in. Hebrews 11:1 says that we are to be sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. I feel incredibly blessed to be part of a church that in every way knows what she is hoping for and convinced of what she wants to be even though there's no indication as to how or when it might come to be.
If you attend FBC Gore but haven't been joining us on Sunday or Wednesday nights, I want to encourage you to come be a part of this excitement and anticipation. It is exhilirating to talk about what can be and invigorating to consider the ways in which we can be part of it. So far we have discovered our purpose and a few goals, and even put together the framework of a five-year plan to reach out to the lost and grow the church through baptism, not by transfer memberships. For the next three years we will seek to put into place structures and environments that make it easy for the unchurched to develop a relationship with Jesus Christ. In the two years that follow, we hope to see if our work has paid off by putting our transformed church into the community, for better or worse. And then, after those five years we'll start all over, building a new framework according to the changes that have developed in the people we're trying to reach.
It's bold, but we can do it. Jesus has promised to build His church. That's not something for us to worry about. What we can do is bring what we offer to the table, like the young boy with a few loaves of bread and couple of fish. And then we wait in anticipation as He takes our faith and our hope and multiplies it to bring countless others in our community closer to Him.
thursday, january 22, 2009 :: 11:30 p.m.
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